Today I wish I could...

Today I wish I could take a nap and hibernate for a year until hubby comes home. that's it.
but that's not a choice...life keeps going no matter how much I miss him.
It kills me that he's going to miss the kids growing up. E3 will be walking any day now, he's saying words like "dog", his sister's names, "daddy", "I did it". So much will happen this year, I need to videotape as much as possible. Hopefully someday we can look back at 2007/8 and it'll be a blur.